just a journal post…
well, i’m needing to prep for the teaching this weekend and wanted to get my heart straight before i embarked on all that.
well, man how am i doing, what am i feeling and what is goin on???
i think i’m feeling good, seems like on some level i’m a little overwhelmed not with a bilion things that are pressing on my as critical things right now, but more so overwhelmed with more philisophical, future stuff, relationship stuff.
thinking about the future of our church, thinking about this community center dream/thing, thinking about all the transients in our church, those moving in and out and those that are in tentative places it seems like. Certainly lots to do, ministry wise, we need to get our fundraising stuff really rolling out, and i need to have a bunch of individual talks with people still, but overall things aren’t nuts. But in some ways i’m feeling all that.
I think the stuff with Dan, Craig, Jeff, etc. can be disappointing for me, but at the same time i just don’t understand what they’re thinking exactly. I don’t know their paradigm for making this decision and what all is going into that. i do think i feel a little hurt when i think about them not really pursuing options here in muncie, and maybe a lot of that is due to the fact that i don’t understand where they’re coming from in making their decisions. i really hope that dan can give it to me straight when it comes to how they’ve gone about stuff with their decisionmaking process.
anyways, we’ll see where all that goes.
God give me grace to meet with you now, and grace to get some good prep done here today.